Tomorrow.

Can we skip tomorrow?
At least can I?
I will be totally occupied.
But I'll know what tomorrow is.
I don't think I'm ready for it to pass yet.
The past few days have been a little harder again.
Just the knowing that it would be 7 years tomorrow.
Just the knowing that we would have been off work this weekend to do something.
Just the knowing that I am here.
I don't want to not be here.
I have been happier than I've been.
I had gotten so sad.
So beyond depressed.
This is for the best.
I hope.

Tomorrow is just going to suck.