Birthday

31.
I am now 31.
It doesn't feel any different.
Had a lot of fun.
Saw a great group of people.
Lonely.
Was drunk and happy last night.
Still lonely though.
I miss the company.
I miss the company that is more than a friend.
But I also miss my best friend.
The one I talk to about everything.

I am loving being with everyone.
Seeing everyone I missed so much.
I wouldn't change this for anything.
Just need time.
Need distraction.
Need to not sit at home.
Been doing a great job of being out.
Keeping busy.
Just need time.
Time.
Time that is taking too long.

Got to ride the train around the mall today.
That was awesome!